...LetIt

Doctor today.

Doc said it wasn’t a tumor. Just a “massive infection brewing” on the outer side of the ear drum. Also, that my throat looked fine. It was very, “wam bam thank you mama”. Very processing line, style. Iv often felt this way about doctor visits, but then I havnt been to many and never got to know a doctor for more than 2 visits. With that kind of care, I’m always out before I can even think of a decent question to ask or spit much more than yes’s and no’s. After I left I thought to ask, “well could this infection anyway cause a sore throat, could they somehow be related?” this fuckin nugget comes to me later. With no doctor to ask. 

The facts:

• 5’9 1/4 (I will continue to state that I am “5’10 or so”)
• 253 Lbs
• 140/80 (was told thats a bit high, will have to fix that)
• Massive infection outside drum, left ear.
• Throat is fine.